TalesToTell
Monday, December 20, 2010
Relink... If you want to.
http://www.itsnotthatihateyou.blogspot.com
FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {2:56 AM}
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Sunday, December 19, 2010
I'm sorry...
I just...
Don't want to lose you
the same way I lost him...
FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {9:00 AM}
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Why is it that now,
I feel so distant?
So far away from you.
How did this happen?
Why did I let this happen?
Please tell me what I did wrong.
Please tell me what I can fix.
Cause after we parted,
I felt so alone.
Distant.
Do you remember those times we had?
Happy ones, sad ones.
Filled with excitement, brimming with joy.
Will you always have a place in your heart set aside?
Set aside for those times we shared.
FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {6:52 AM}
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Sunday, December 12, 2010
Bloody hell. She won't let me use her computer for ONE day. Just one.
Selfish asshole.
She freaking uses her computer every day of the week and countless hours at a time. So why can't she lend it to me for just ONE day? I asked her why she won't lend it to me and she says "Cause I want to watch stuff." Like, what the hell lah. You can bloody watch it on the Mac. I told her that she can use the Mac then she said "You can use it from 12am onwards." BLOODY HELL. This won't happen if my dad got me a new computer. And he says that he will fix my old one "soon". When is this "soon" gonna come? It's already been freaking long since my computer died. So when is this "soon"? for your information, he said this when my computer died. And he still hasn't done anything about the computer. ARGH. What the hell. The thing is, I can't download it on the Mac cause it requires a Windows OS. Grr. Stupid... So annoying. I wanna break something so badly now but I know there are consequences and if I break something, my parents will be really angry and probably ground me or something and I won't have a computer in the end, anyways. Music isn't helping. Haiz. I wanna swear out loud... Like, shout out swears. But like breaking stuff, there are consequences. And no, I don't want to be grounded or banned from anything.
Today after eating lunch, my parents wanted me to go to Toa Payoh. To do what? To wait for two hours for my sister. Just sit down and wait. Waste of time. Could have gone home. Stupid lah.
Bought The Chrysalids just now. Haiz.
... I'm tired of being angry. Tired of listening to others. Tired of being "good" to avoid punishment. Tired of vague responses like "soon"...
Sick and tired of life away from friends.
FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {2:34 AM}
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Friday, December 10, 2010
In front of others,
I appear strong and brave.
But when I'm with you,
I'm weak and scared.
In front of others,
I try to look "cool".
But when I'm with you,
I am my small and insignificant self.
Which is the real me?
I miss you...
FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {8:53 AM}
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Sungha Jung is like, AWESOME.
Heh. I finally got the Mac... After SO long. Bleh. Haiz. Boredom kills. Anyways, went for six hours of tuition today. Like, three quarters of my brain cells died. Okay. Maybe all of them did... Heh. Then after the tuition, I came home and thought of sleeping but no, my mum hired a chess teacher... Two hours of chess for a hundred and thirty bucks =.= Waste. Of. Money. And seriously?! Chess!? And by when it ended, I hadn't eaten my dinner yet... Haiz. OH! I've been doing fifty push ups everyday and now, my arm muscles are like, awesome ^^ Heh. Boredom drives me to do really weird things like studying... I actually started studying Physics from the textbook cause I didn't have the Mac or a comp... Haiz. Tomorrow, there's cell group meeting... And it's at Wesley's house cause Clifford is overseas I think... Oh well. I wanna go out after that but my dad told me that I couldn't =.= And on Sunday, it's church then going out with my cell group. Yay! Heh. Haiz. I'm so bored nowadays... Bleh. OHHHH! Today, while my math teacher was teaching matrices, she went,
"Multiplication with mattresses"
HAHAHAH. OMG. IT WAS HILARIOUS. Heh. She's from China. So everytime she said "matrix" or "matrices", it came out as "matress" or "matresses". Heh. I'm so mean... But it was hilarious...
OH OH!
I can't wait for Christmas... Then I'll get my headphones :D Heh. Long-awaited headphones, okayyy. AUDIO TECHNICA headphones :D So happy. Jo Kwon is so cute... Heh. The one from 2AM. The one with the golden Audio Technica headphones in one of the music videos... I keep forgetting the name but I like that song... Heh. It's a pretty song...
OH!
On Monday, went out with Da Jie. :] To Wild Wild Wet. Heh. My parents finally allowed me to go swimming with friends. Awesomeness. I've never been allowed to go swimming before that... Oh well. At least I got to go swimming :] Happy. Really really happy. And I got to go out with Da Jie. Finally... Haiz. It's like, usually, I don't have much time and she couldn't really go out... So I'm happy to go out with her. [inserts embarrassed face with lots of ////////// lines in the middle... Cause blogger will delete it away] Hmm... I haven't come up with a random thought for so long... I think I'll do one now and post this post first...
FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {8:07 AM}
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ThatAngel
Your worst nightmare
I haunt you at night and sit by your bed to scare you. Be careful, I actually bite. Look, I'm behind you now. Do you see me?
Meesh
Sixteen-oh-one
CHC;W417
Piano
Once a gymnast
Now, giving my voice to the Lord in
sop 2 alto 1
RAWR is I love you in dinosaur
Love to Nerf
Chocolates <3
Love
If one day, you feel like crying...
Call me.
I can't promise that I will make you laugh.
But I can cry with you.
If one day, you want to run away...
Don't be afraid to call me.
I promise I won't ask you to stop.
But I can run with you.
If one day, you don't want to listen to anyone...
Call me.
I promise not to only be there for you.
But to also remain quiet.
If one day, you need someone to talk to...
Call me.
I promise I'll be there to hear everything you want to say.
But, if one day, you call me and there's no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Perhaps, I need you.
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