Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Emptiness.

It slowly fills me as we drift apart.
Like a pebble in a fast-flowing river,
I'm powerless against time.
The current rushes me downstream,
Leaving no time to become stronger or to even think.
I'm pulled away from my closest friends.
Now I finally understand what you meant by

"Friendship never lasts"

We built our friendship up.
But the river of time is pulling it apart.
"Why do you have to leave so quickly?
Why do you have to leave me behind?
Why can't you take me along?"
Is what I want to say but know that it'll never happen.
Time will never allow it.
After all,

Time has caused this emptiness in me.

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {11:34 PM}
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[This was on 19th Nov 10]

Heyy

Today was fun [: went to ECP with Bev and Raynard and Ray. Kan Ming couldn't make it... Haiz. Okay. Left the house at about 10.20am... Bus didn't come til about 10.40am. Grr. Then it was a one hour bus ride. My butt hurt after that... Hahas. Then finally reached there. Bev was waiting for me and Ray was also already there. Raynard was later than me. Hahas. Ray ran off to find Raynard and me and Bev walked slowly to the mrt station. When he finally reached, he was like, black. Hahas. Super super tan. Then we took 197 to somewhere near ecp. And we thought we were lost when we go off. Then while we were walking to ecp, a cyclist passed by us. Then a skateboarder. Then me and Bev were like "what next? A rollerblader? Then a unicyclist?!" Hahahha. Epic. Then when we reached the underpass, we saw a motor biker. Hahahahha. Then we all walked all the way from Changi Village to the prawning place. Which is damn far. And it was damn hot. So we were sweating like hell. Then we rented bikes and decided to cycle to macs. I sorta raced with Ray and overshot macs. Hahahha. Then we turned back and started cycling back. Then I started feeling faint-ish... Heh. My hearing started becoming sucky and I couldn't really see properly. Is that what people feel before they faint from overheating? Oh well. Anyways. I slowed down and Bev noticed and turned back. Raynard and Ray did too. I got off the bike and sat on the ground. Suddenly felt damn tired. O.o said that I might be dehydrated. Raynard went "what the fuck?!". Ray gave me his bottle of water. Drank some and felt a little better... Then got back onto the bike and we cycled a little more and I stopped again cause I really couldn't take it... They came back again. Paiseh. Heh. Apparently, I was really pale. And I was sweating. A lot. Then we walked to macs. Parked the bikes outside macs and went in. When I went in, the air con felt so good... And I felt better [: ordered my food and sat back down. The air con was really good... Heh. Ate then Bev couldn't finish her fries and gave them to Ray. Then he kept playing with the fries. Ahhahah. Then we left macs and cycled to the far far end of the bike path. Like, we finished the path towards the left of macs. So awesome. Ray was cycling so fast =.= hahas. Then we cycled back. On the way back, there was this halfway stop. Ray parked his bike outside ON THE SLOPE. Idiot. The bike fell over an the gear got loose. Hahaha. Then the halfway stop guy fixed it for him. Oh! We bought drinks too. So cooling [: we returned the bikes after that. Then we went to the prawning place. It was two hours per prawning session but we couldn't cause Bev had math class. Then, we walked in the direction of the bus stop when we saw this bird pulling apart a dead rat. Bev started freaking out... Took a picture of it. Continued on... Crossed an overhead bridge. Reached the bus stop. "abandoned" Ray. Hahas. Then we took 135 to Payar Labar station. Then took the green line. Bev got off at City Hall. Then it was me and Raynard on the train and there was this awkward silence for like, about ten stops... All the way to Clementi... Heh. People have to start the convo with me or I might not talk... At all. Anyways, got off at Clementi. Raynard had to wait til the next stop - Jurong East. Then went home bathed and fell asleep.

My mum came home =.=

I fell asleep at about 6.30pm. My mum came home at about 8.30pm. She came into my room and didn't believe I was sleeping and woke me up =.= then I told her I wanted to sleep and couldn't sleep with her talking to me. Then she said "oh" and went to sit on my sister's bed. Then she continued asking me questions. What the hell lah. Tried not to shout... Haiz. Okay. Warning to anyone who is unluckily present when I'm asleep: do NOT wake me up forcefully. Let me take my time. Or I'll be damn pissed... Apparently, when I fell asleep in the bamboo courtyard and da jie woke me up, I looked pissed... Didn't know lehs... O.o my body even gets angry at da jie... Scary. So I got damn angry at my mum. Was trying really hard not to start shouting... Then when she finally went out, I started swearing then smsed da jie... And started crying while typing it out... Anger... Haiz. Felt better after that so it doesn't really matter that I cried. Then talked to her for awhile. My anger goes away so quickly when I talk to her... Thanks, jie [:

At about 10pm plus

Was still listening to 987FM with Shan and Rozz... Then I smsed in and my SMS got through [: they played My Immortal by Evanescence [: made me so happy cause it's never gotten through before. And they read it out right after the previous song finished playing. Awesomeness.

Byebye

Words.
She was naive enough to believe them all.

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {11:27 PM}
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Friday, November 12, 2010

BLEH.

The nail polish I bought is dark purpleish blue... Oh well. At least it's dark :] Hahahahha.

Today was fun :] Fun and slack... Literally. We were having fun doing nothing :] And now, I am super tan... Heh heh heh heh. Hahhaha. Tired too... Grrr. My parents took two and a half hours to come to Vivo.

TWO AND A HALF HOURS!

That's really long. Soooo, what did I do while waiting? I sat. And. Stoned. =.=

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {7:57 AM}
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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

HEYY!~

Yayy! Okay okay. Sooo, this Friday (tomorrow), am going to Sentosa with Bah, Anne, Laine, Emae and Jamie :D PICNIC! Heh. Awesomeness. SATAY! A bit the hyper now... Heh. Have to buy the satay tonight then heat up tomorrow morning... Oh! I have to get money too... Haiz. Oh well. :]

THEN...

Next Friday :D Another outing. :] Going to ECP with my TLL class. CYCLING RACE! Hahahahah. I don't care. I shall win at least the girls. Heh heh heh heh heh. Bleh. Hyperness overload... Awesomeness. Hahahah.

AFTER DA JIE'S O'S...

Wild Wild Wet :D Heh heh heh. Awesomeness. Swimming! My hyperness died down D: I must be hungry... [starts shouting "here food... Hereeeee food"] Hahahaha.

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {9:57 PM}
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Saturday, November 6, 2010

This is so random... I feel like cutting bangs... Should I? Idk how I'll look o.o

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {10:07 AM}
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Thursday, November 4, 2010

http://www.blogskins.com/info/204063/

I shall get this skin once I get my comp back. Haahhaha. BIGBANG. Heh...

To start and to end...

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {11:40 PM}
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On this still and silent night,

The moon was out and the stars were twinkling in the night sky.

You came and broke the stillness.

You brought day into my night,

You brought music into what used to be silence.

You gave me life.

Thanks, my dear :]

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {9:31 AM}
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Monday, November 1, 2010

I stay at home... And rot... Oh well. Whatever...

Usher (yeah man)

So we back in the club

Get that bodies rockin from side to side (side to side)

Thank God the week is done

I feel like a zombie gone back to life (back to life)

Hands up, and suddenly we all got our hands up

No control of my body

Ain’t I seen you before?

I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life

Gonna get you right

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

Keep downing drinks like this

Not tomorrow that just right now, now, now, now, now, now

Gonna set the roof on fire

Gonna burn this mother fucker down, down, down, down, down, down

Hands up, when the music drops

We both put our hands up

Put your hands on my body

Swear I seen you before

I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life

Gonna get you right

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

[PITBULL]

In the cover of the music

Get naked baby

I’m sorry chica

Better holla at Tyrone

Let him know how I jump through your foot loop

Scolla chico two can

We’re from the blocka blocka o polaca

Were the boys get loose like wacka flacka

Oh no man, it’s global

Was’ up

Colale flacka

I wanna be your giant, no not your dada

Dale abre ai

Papa Nicholas baby

Let me see

Yo soi un Jaunito

Que stato taito

Yo freco, no OK

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life

Gonna get you right

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life

Gonna get you right

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

Yeah, thank you DJ

Cause you're mine and no one else's...

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {8:12 AM}
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