Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Heys.
Stupid homework. Stupid no-freedom! ARGH! I seriously feel like dying... Even though life is meant to be unfair, for me, life is TOOOOO unfair... Haiz. My mum doesnt allow me to just go out with my frens anytime i want and she doesnt let me wear ANY dangling earrings til i'm 16. THAT IS SOOOOOOOO UNFAIR. EVERYONE ELSE GETS TO GO OUT ANYWHERE THEY WANT AT ANY TIME AND ARE ALLOWED TO WEAR DANGLING EARRINGS WHEREVER THEY GO AND I CANT. WHAT A LOUSY __________-idk what to say... This is why i wanna die... THERE IS NO FREEDOM!!!! ALL I ASK FOR IS FREEDOM TO ACTUALLY DO MY STUFF W/O MY PARENTS ALL OVER ME but NO they just wont give it to me. LAME! And stupid hw... There's so much til have to stay up this late to do it... UGH! Anyways, today, i went for a Romeo and Julliet concert at Jubliee concert hall at Raffles hotel. Before that, ate mcdonalds opp there... Then there were some MG sec 2 classes that went also!!! :) Then supossed to do my maths stuff... Lol. I hate school life... i still cant believe i can only wear them when am in sec 4. SO LAME AND UNFAIR. OVERPROTECTIVE PEOPLE! UGH. NEXT TIME, MY KIDS WILL BE TREATED VRY VRY VRY NICELY. I WILL ALLOW THEM TO GO OUT ON THEIR OWN AND ALLOW THEM TO DO MOST OF THE THINGS MY PARENTS DIDNT ALLOW THEM TO DO. I WILL NOT SEND THEM TO THEIR GRANDPARENTS' HOUSE AND I WILL LET THEM PLAY COMP ALL DAY AS LONG AS THEY CAN PASS THEIR TESTS AND AS LONG AS THEY HAVE FINISHED THEIR HW. ARGH!!! I HATE my life. It's so stressful. DOES ANYONE WANNA TRY BEING ME FOR AWHILE? I hate my parents (sorta), i hate my sister, i hate my grandparents (sorta-not Ah Ma), i hate myself... I LOVE MY FRENS! Cousins, don't feel left out. I love you too!!! >.<>
Bye! I feel so much better after writing here :)
Mushu♥

Don't ever forget that i still love you... NICHOLAS♥!

I love my frens and cousins forever!

You guys rock mann!

I wanna say 'thanks' to all my frens and cousins

Who has made my life wonderful... :)
♥♥♥

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {9:33 AM}
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Sunday, April 26, 2009

Heys!
Got back from Penang. Although it was slightly hotter there, it was still sooooooooooooooo fun.

1st day
After school, ate recess then met with everyone at the concourse. Boarded the bus to airport. Went on the plane. Played 'The Legend of Zelda' game on SQ196... Yea i noe. Singapore Airlines... Ate a sandwich looking thing on the plane. :D After reaching, went to St George's Girls School. Had dinner with St George's girls. Yummy rice! :P~ Haha. Then we sorta introduced ourselves to the St George's girls. Then recieved present from the principal of their school. Ms Tham gave the principal a nice present too... I forgot what it was... :x Then we socialised with the St George's girls while eating dinner... :D We were talking bout education systems and stuff... Yea... Then after dinner, went to YMCA-am in the same room as Christie, Lee Khim, Moi and Alison Wong- :) put down luggage 'freshened up'-as Ms Tham calls it-and took the bus to Gurney Place. I think its spelt correctly... Bought White Chocolate ice blended and sat down at Coffee Bean and didnt do shopping. Lol. Oh! Before that, we went to Tower Records... Well i think its before... Idk lah. Anyways, saw Clannad After Story but didnt wanna risk having no money left... :x Oh! Was with Christie, Lee Khim, Cheryl and Alison Tan... :) Then met back at the entrance of Gurney Place and went back to YMCA by the bus. :D Then got ready for bed then slept... :D At around 12am :)

2nd day
Got up, changed, had breakfast at the cafe on the same level as our room... Our room was the only room on the 2nd level btw... Hahas. Then went to SGGS for a 2nd day of school :) We went to the Cafe thing... :D It was sooooo nice! All the nice food... Lol. Then they gave us Blackforest cakes... It was so nice! As in slices of it :) Then they told us to choose a drink... Then so paiseh... They gave it to us... Haiz... As in don't need to pay... I chose Soursop drink thing... Its produced by 'Fruit Tree'... Then we went to the Co-op and it was soooo cool. They don't even sell like nice looking paper in MG bookshop and Co-op combined... Then they sorta taught us how to make 'magnetickers'... It's this magnet that you can stick on places and its soooo cool!!! Then we went to the Music Room and learnt to play an instrument in the Gamelan. Different people had different instruments. :D Then at night, we performed at the Cultural Fastival in SGGS. :) We also saw other people performing. All the others were from SGGS. They were so enthu lah. Lol. Not really saying we weren't but saying that normally we would be so-so... :) It was fun :D

3rd day
Got up, changed, had breakfast at the cafe place again. Then went to SGGS and helped out in the Co-op. Christie, Lee Khim, Moi and I were like helping out and stuff... And we bought stuff from the Co-op too! :) Then we listened to a very very very very very long-and boring-speech by the minister of education... And we didnt understand a thing, except Moi cause she's a Malaysian scholar... Then we went around the school for the Georgian Fiesta. It was so fun! Then saw Faqihah... She plays netball!!! So pro. Then went back to room for awhile and had idk how many hours to do hw... Haiz. But, Christie, Lee Khim, Moi and I were slacking like siao for idk how many hours... Then Moi was tellling us about the minister's speech and explained everything... And it really was boring. lol. Then Moi went to do her work and Lee Khim started making a idk what thing with the beads and string she bought. Lol. Me and Christie were on the beds doing gym stuff... Then Christie did a sort of sommersault thing on the bed and i did it too and cause the bed seemed soft so we did it but it was actually very hard... Then our heads hurt alot after that. Lol. Then we met back with Ms Tham and Ms Ng at the 'lobby' and then we all went to the night market-Ferringhi Walk-idk how to spell... Halfway there, i started to feel nauseous... Lol. But didnt puke. Thankfully. Then cause we hadnt eaten dinner, we ate with the teachers... Cause we didnt know what to eat lahs. So just follow them. Lol. Then went shopping with Christie, Lee Khim and Moi. :) Bought earrings and souvenirs. :D Then went back to YMCA to sleep.

Last day
Got up and all that, ate, brought our bags down with us to the 'lobby', checked out, went for a heritage thing by the SGGS girls. They are so nice :) We went so many places... Then went to a small shopping area where i bought my necklace... :D It's so nice!!! Then went to Queensbay shopping centre. It's the biggest shopping centre in Penang... :D Bought Kamichama Karin Chu and White Chocolate Ice Blended again. :) It's yummy okayy. Then went to the airport. Flew back to Singapore. Collected luggage then we all gave Ms Tham and Ms Ng a card... :D Then went to eat Sakae Sushi. Saw Wen Jen and family there... Also saw Auntie Cynthia and family... Plus Ethan. :) He's soooo small and soooo cute lahs. Chubby. >.<

Anyone wanna guess how long it took for me to write this? :) Guess on the tagbox thankyous. :D
Cya!
Mushu♥

Was thinking of you throughout the whole trip♥♥♥

I shall not become obsessed

But still love you at the same time :)

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {6:34 AM}
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Heys.
Hmm... Well... Today's post is mainly about me not being good enough for Nicholas♥... Hmm... I say this cause he is sooooooooooooooooo much better than me in almost everything... As in not academic-did i spell it right?-kinda thing but other stuffs... Like piano, badminton, taekwando-correct spelling?-, standing broad jump, inclined pull ups, sit ups, shuttle run, etc... Lol. I'm still better than him in sit n reach >.<... But still!!! He's like p5 and he's better than me!!! AHHHH!!! Living life really does have its ups and downs... Haiz... I dont think that phrase is meant to be used in these situations... But... Ah well... Can't think of anything else to say... And that Herman-tuition fren-arh. Called me at exactly 2pm... And that's exactly after school..... -_-" Then when i asked him why he called me, he said he was bored. Walao eh. And how in the world did he manage to call me right at 2pm... Anyways, had choir after that... Haiz... Remember not to call/sms me from thurs-1pm to sun-7pm... If not you have to pay for out of country calls/smses... Very ex lehs. I'm bored... Don't wanna do hw... Stupid lahs... Tomorrow have SYF... Haiz... If you read the c-box, you will find Sheryl saying about me becoming 'Michelle Aw Yong Hui Yi' someday... Walao. You look tooooooo far ahead lehs... -_-" And now that you've said it, I CAN'T GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD!!! AHHH!!! Ah well... Since am bored, i dont know what to do anymore... Lol? Anyways, i wanna go to an open country side and sing my heart out... And at that moment, i wanna be with Nicholas... Enjoying the breeze and everything... Haha. Maybe when am on one of my hols then i go with a tour group or something... Then Nicholas♥ and family caomes along... Or it would be better if our church organises a holiday thing then everyone goes together... Then cause am in the same church as him, i'll go with him! :D I love the 2nd idea... Hahas.
Bye!
Mushu♥

Take me wherever you go...

Whatever you do...

I wanna be with you...

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {4:31 AM}
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Sunday, April 19, 2009

Heys!
I just finished playing 'My Heart Will Go On' from the show 'Titanic'... I love the song... :D But it's soooooooooo frustrating to play!!!! AHHHH!!!! Tch. I bet Nicholas♥ can play it so much better than me... He's like soooooo good at the piano.... I envy him... RFFYI-random fact for your info-: I took up the piano partly cause i wanted to and partly cause of him... :x... Anyways, when i was playing, it looked like beansprouts on a score sheet.... So annoying lah. I really wonder how he can do it so well.... AHHHH!!!!! Stupid... It changes from B flat only to C sharp, F sharp and G sharp!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! It's annoying i tell you!! I'm bored... Stupid sewing thing for Home Econs... Make me waste like 2h of my time just to do it.... I wanna sleep but still got somemore H.E. stuff.... But i also don't wanna sleep... Haiz. Idk lah. So bored that's all....
Bye!
Mushu♥

Am gonna die of boredom soon....

Someone come save me...

Please.
♥♥♥

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {4:30 AM}
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Saturday, April 18, 2009

Heys!
I just found out this morning that his full name is Nicholas Aw Yong Ke Hao♥. I shall explain. It was confusing at 1st... :D
Nicholas♥-name
Aw Yong♥-surname
Ke Hao♥-chinese name
Tada! I think it's not so confusing now :D
Am going to church soon... :D
Bye!
Mushu♥

I shall love you forever and ever... ♥

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {8:24 PM}
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Heys!
I ♥ badminton! :D Although it's tiring... Very... Am thinking about signing up for badminton training at SSC-Singapore Swimming Club.... Hahas. Anyways. My story today is about badminton! :D Today, 5.45am woke up... This time i could actually HEAR my alarm clock. Lol. Then reached school at around 7.10am... Waited for Sharmaine-badminton partner... The Past vs Present games started at around 8.15am... So she was training me... And mannn... It was tiring... She made me run so much! Just when my legs were recovering, she made me run. Ugh... It's gonna take some time to heal... Haiz... Stupid muscle aches... Anyways, we won like both our games against the 'past' teams.... Then we were like so happy.... :D But hahas. No prizes... Then i waited like 45 mins for my parents... Then when i got into the car, i told them i wanna learn badminton... Then they told me to join Nicholas♥ in SSC.... Cause he trains there every Sun afternoon... After church... Then i went to eat lunch at my grandma's house-mother's side-... Then tuition at Aspire Hub as usual... Phyllis didn't come today cause she had to help out at her school carnival thing... Next week am going to Penang so won't really be able to blog.... [awwwww] Anyways, i'll be going from Thurs afternoon to Sun morn i think... AHHHHH I'M MISSING CHURCH!!! Haiz... =.= i'm confused... is it Nicholas Aw Yong Ke Hao or just Nicholas Aw Yong.... Haiz... i shall ask him.... And that Herman-tuition fren from Aspire Hub-idiot arh. Waste money and sent me messages DURING class.... And he was sitting diagonally opp me somemore.... Waste money... Then when he sent an sms, he kept doing stuff to make me look at him to signal that he sent me an sms.................................. Today after Aspire Hub, went to Queensway Shopping Centre with father and sister and bought sports shoes.... As in for running and badminton... As in it was like a no-marking pair of shoes.... :D Then Nicholas♥ smsed me to ask if i really wanted to join badminton-cause i smsed him earlier and he didnt reply-or not... Then i was like: "Yea. i heard from my fren that in badminton, you have a lot of warm up things..." Haiz... And he got like A for EVERYTHING (except sit and reach-poor him). AHHHHH!!!!! He jumped like 192cm.... I so paiseh lehs... For a P5 guy to jump 192cm... I wanna cry.... Haiz... Am bored... Am gonna ask him then tell you ppl in the next post.... :)
Bye!
Mushu♥

Love is patient, love is kind... :)

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {7:33 AM}
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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Heys!
Had 2.4km runs today... Had 5-items on Tues... Okay then, 5-items 1st.
Standing broad jump-171cm... I could have done better you noe? I could have jumped 185 or something... (A)
Sit and reach-42cm... YAY!!! :D (A)
Inclined pull ups-17... Intended to do the minimum to get A... :D (A)
Shuttle run-11.40... (i think...) Ahhhh!!! So slow!!! NOOOOO (C or something)
Sit-ups-31... Intended to do the minimum again :D (A)
Next comes my oh-so-horrible runs... 2.4km... 11.56 mins.... Haiz... When i was running, i felt like i was gonna die.... And when i was sprinting, i couldn't feel my legs... I got 7th... And you noe Meagan Lim, she ran like 9 mins.... Ugh. So pro lah. Idk what score i got... As in like A or B or something...
Now, my thighs hurt. When i stand, they hurt. When i sit, they hurt. Wa lao. Really pain okayy. Tomorrow, i dont think i wanna run for choir... Unless my legs get better lah. Haiz...
Nicholas~~ ♥♥♥
Bye!
Mushu ♥

Love like you have never loved before.

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {5:23 AM}
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Heys!
I have decided to......... It's a surprise okayy, all the ppl reading this blog CANNOT tell Nicholas Aw Ke Hao♥. Dont you ppl tell your frens too. Okies. Anyways, before i tell you the secret, i wanna announce that.... I'M GOING TO PENANG FOR AN EXCHANGE PROGRAM!!! WHEE! I'm gonna be going from the 23rd to the 26th-Thurs to Sun!!! YAY!!!! MISSING SCH! Aww... But i'll miss Aspire Hub and church.... Awwwwww...... Only 20 ppl are selected to go on the trip... Christie is going too!!! Btw, if you dont know who she is, she is my choir buddy. :D Haiz.... Events this week:
-Wed-Chi test...
-Sat-Past vs Present games...
Okies i think that's all.... So few things this week.... Haiz, nvm. Oh yea! I have decided to.... (drumrolls) .... Tell him how much i like him every year on his bday! :D What a stupid idea... Anyways. I've decided alr... So no one can change my mind :D You ppl better not say anything about this to anyone... Especially to Nicholas ♥... Haiz... Today had PFT... i got a B on my shuttle run but had A on everything else.... Ugh... Too bad he doesn't have a blog... If not i would tell you to go to his blog.... Lol. I have to do my homework alr...
Cya!
Mushu ♥

I'm gonna die for my 2.4km...

You'll be in my heart...

Wherever I go and whatever i do,

I'll still love you...

♥♥♥

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {3:47 AM}
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Sunday, April 12, 2009

Heys!
Today, i went to Expo with my family to watch 'The Final Solution'... It was about the crucifixtion... Did i spell it correctly? Nvm. Anyways... It was nice :D After the service, i got... A cap!!! It's a nice cap okayy... On friday, after the kids Good Friday service, i got a cap too... :D And today at Swimming Club, i saw..... NICHOLAS! :D Not really saw lah. Met. Haha. I think the blog readers whom i let in early should noe who he is :D. For the sake of you ppl who dont know, i um... Confessed to him... Haha i deleted that 1st post alr... :D Anyway, i like him. ALOT. :D Hmm... Met him when i was P4... He's now P5... Yea i noe so young... >.> He's very very very very very funny, nice and he's like perfect... To me at least. Ok nvm. Then after his badminton training, i met him outside the courts... :D Then he was rushing to go into the bowling alley for some reason... He goes to Swimming Club every week for badminton btw. When i saw him, he was sort of blushing... Either cause of his training 'tiredness' or cause of me... And i think i was blushing too... We only said hi then he went into the bowling alley with his younger bro... Haiz. I really really wish we had talked more but he looked like he was in a hurry so... Yea... Idk why i'm so like quiet when i'm with him but am so noisy when with other guys... I guess i'm still so shy around him. ugh. I have to go already...
Bye...
Mushu ♥

These are my caps, i got the black one on Friday and the white one today :D I love them... I think i like the white one better although the black one looks cooler :D
♥
♥
♥

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {2:20 AM}
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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Heys!
Today was the Limelight thing... :D So happy that it finished but i think it seemed quite short... Lol. You ppl who didn't see it should have gone!!! And backstage, it was so hectic ugh. Actually my whole life is hectic except when on the comp... >.< And doing stuffs that i like :D. Anyways, this week is Easter week and from Mon to Wed is Discover Jesus Day and on Fri, there's no school! Yay! And tmr there isn't choir practice! And cause this Fri is Good Fri, we have no choir too!!! WHEE!!! Ugh. Now i forgot what i wanted to post. Argh! Nvm :D
Cya!
Mushu

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {8:24 AM}
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Heys.
Ugh i cant even remember what in the world is going on... Am currently reading Eclipse... It rocks! On monday, i spent 4 whole hours reading it and cause i was like sort of lying down on the bed-stomach facing down... Then cause my head looking downwards for so long, then my neck felt so stiff... Couldn't move it... On tues,i had PE gym practice after sch... Then do so many forward rolls til my head hurt... Ugh... Today, I don't know what's going on around me... But i know it's April Fools Day! :D So, my class switched off the lights and fans, crossed our legs on the chair, sat like we were meditating, hummed "ommmmm"... Lauren was at the door holding a broom... Lol. Then Nichole was under the teacher's table. Hahas. Then when the teacher came in, Lauren was like going round the class... Oh yea! We had an angry face on the visualiser... Lol. Then Lynette was like "If you don't believe in this, please leave..." Hahas. So funny lahs... Then during choir, when Mr Tay was conducting for 'Xiao xiao yang er', at one part, we all went "dah" as in the start of 'Yagi Bushi'-another choir song... Then we started laughing... Then Mr Tay was like "Huh? Did I do something wrong?" Us "No" "Is this an April fools joke?" "No" Lizzie "Can we start again?" Then we went until that part then we started the other song again. Hahas. Guess his reaction. He actually continued by conducting Yagi Bushi instead... Lol. So funny lahs. Then he was like "You girls didn't even have it in the right key." LOL. So funny. Then we continued singing xiao xiao yang er... Then like the 1st page i was still laughing... Lol. And i'm in the 1st row... So he could see... Lol. Anyways... It was sooooo funny. I wanna do it again next year! I wanna do the class one next yr! :D Woah. Typed so long.......... GO FOR LIMELIGHT!!!!!!!!!! SUPPORT THE MG CHOIR!!! :D Cya there!!!
Bye byes,
Mushu

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {7:05 AM}
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