Monday, August 30, 2010

Went to Wheelock Place with da jie today... Takoyaki... Hahahah. She had dental... And had to sit at the table watching me eating after that. Hahahah. Heh. Sorrie. Lu cha~ I should go out with you more often...

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {5:05 AM}
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Saturday, August 28, 2010

我的小時候吵鬧任性的時候
我的外婆總會唱歌哄我
夏天的午後老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好像這樣唱的

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。

離開小時候有了自己的生活
新鮮的歌新鮮的念頭
任性和衝動無法控制的時候
我忘記還有這樣的歌

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。

我愛上讓我奮不顧身的一個人
我以為這就是我所追求的世界
然而橫沖直撞被誤解被騙
是否成人的世界背後總有殘缺

我走在每天必須面對的分岔路
我懷念過去單純 美好的小幸福
愛總是讓人哭讓人覺得不滿足
天空很大卻看不清楚好孤獨

天黑的時候我又想起那首歌
突然期待下起安靜的雨
原來外婆的道理早就唱給我聽
下起雨也要勇敢前進
我相信一切都會平息
我現在好想回家去

天黑黑﹐欲落雨﹐天黑黑﹐黑黑。。。




When I was small, when I was stubborn
My grandmother would always sing to me
On summer afternoons, grandma's song would comfort me
That song would go something like this

The sky is dark, it's going to rain, the sky is dark, dark...

Grown up now, had my own life
Fresh songs, fresh ideas
When it's impossible to control my wilfulness and impulsiveness
I forget I still have this song

The sky is dark, it's going to rain, the sky is dark, dark...

I fell in love with someone I could risk my life for
I believed this was the world I pursued
However, I fumbled, was misunderstood, was cheated
Is the adult world really so terrible?

I walk everyday, faced with the road ahead
I miss my past's innocent blissful little happiness
Love always lets people cry, makes people unsatisfied
The sky is very big but can't see clearly - how lonely

When the sky is dark, I remember that song
And expect to see the peaceful rain
In grandma's truth sung to me back then
That even if it rains, we must bravely continue
I believe everything can calm down
I now wish to go home

The sky is dark, it's going to rain, the sky is dark, dark...

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {10:36 AM}
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Friday, August 27, 2010

90th post...

Haiz. Didn't cry just now... I liked the second half of the farewell "party"... Hahas. In the first "part", we sang for the sec 4s "You Raise Me Up". It sucked. Heh. And the sec 4s sang two songs for us... Really nice :] Anyways, in the second "part", we ate and stuffs. Then da jie wanted to play scissors, paper, stone cause she was bored. Hahas. The loser had to drink a cup of green tea... Not a very good game to play especially if you still wanna be able to walk properly after that. Hahaha. Got so full... When I stood up straight, my stomach started hurting. I still like lu cha anyways :] Then we went out to the exercise area thingy with Maria and Aly. Haha. Epic fail pull-ups. :] [jumps. puulllllllllll. aiyah. cannot.] Hahahaha. Then we went to the wading pool. Went in for awhile. I love the water... Hahas. Then we went to the playground. It was so nice and quiet. With the exception of Meiying talking on and on to Nicolette and Rachael about who knows what. Hahas. She kept going on and on... Haiz. Anyways, apart from her noise, me and da jie were lying on the slides and listening to music and attempting to find stars with our ever horrible eyesight :] When we went off, Meiying was STILL talking. O.O So much to talk about... Haha. Then we went into the function room and started doing awesome songs for the karaoke thingy. Without microphones :] Hahas. So many awesome songs... And I was feeling really really lethargic... Hahas. Didn't wanna move and was talking random crap. Why in the world can't people listen more and just stop talking so much...?! So noisy... Okays, anyways, da jie played Tian Hei Hei. It's so nice... Awesome song... So pretty :] OH yeah... Me and da jie stepped on the same snail on the way to find our parents. Dammit. Poor snail...

OH! To the sec 4s, we'll miss you all~ And to da jie, just saw your note on my diary... Thanks :] I'll try to always be here for you... Idk if I can but I'll try my best... :]

I'm hungry... Hahas.

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {9:09 AM}
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Thursday, August 26, 2010

=.= Stupid lah. Why don't we practice until the songs were as good as last year?!
WHY?!
Grrr. After two "revisions", we're "ready"...
TWO. HOW IN THE WORLD CAN WE BE READY?! WE ARE SETTING A BAD EXAMPLE FOR THE NEW PEOPLE.
Why don't we put in as much effort as last year?
WHY.
I shall bring a pair of shorts and a PE shirt tomorrow to change into. :] Grr. Somemore, for the second song we practiced, the comm is supposed to do the harmony. What happened? We're told to just add in the harmony whenever we feel like it.
WHAT THE HELL. DO YOU WANT YOUR FAREWELL TO BE SUCKY?! I KNOW I DON'T WANT MINE TO BE. AND EVERY YEAR'S FAREWELL IS IMPORTANT. HOW CAN YOU TREAT IT LIKE SOME RANDOM EVENT THAT JUST COMES AND GOES EVERY YEAR?! IT'S A TIME WHERE WE CELEBRATE WHAT THE SEC 4S HAVE DONE FOR US. IT'S IMPORTANT CAUSE IT HAS BUILT US UP TO WHAT WE ARE TODAY. DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT!?
=.= I guess you don't. You won't even read my blog anyways.

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {6:40 AM}
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Sunday, August 22, 2010

Stupid e-learning. Oh well. At least I get to stay home... Finally finished... I shall go play Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess on the Wii now... Da jie, if you see this and msn me and I don't reply, sms me, yeah? ><

Thanks da jie for staying up with me :]

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {12:57 AM}
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Monday, August 16, 2010

I'm afraid that our friendship will break.

Afraid that because of a misunderstanding,

you won't forgive me.

Afraid that after you leave,

the times we shared will disappear as well.

Afraid...

Grrr... I'm just paranoid... A little bit... ><

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {5:35 AM}
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Saturday, August 7, 2010

It's scary how feelings and emotions can be easily passed over through music...

I love Phantom of the Opera... Thanks da jie for reminding me about it ♥ The songs are sung with so much emotion in it... It's almost like you can feel what the person singing is feeling... I wanna watch it again... Gerard Butler's voice is so deep...

I like it... ><

All I Ask Of You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h43VhgiYQgI&feature=related

I'm falling in love with music all over again... ♥

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {7:52 AM}
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Friday, August 6, 2010

Went to KAP after ND celebration today... Haiz. It was so crowded... Da jie came too :] Thanks for coming even though it was out of your way. ♥ ><

Grrr... I've been studying lit since... Since... Idk. Oh well... Haiz. There's still lit, math, phy and chi next week. At least there isn't school on Monday and Tuesday.

OH! I can't go out til after this term ends. I can't even go out this long weekend. This sucks... I wanna go prawning... TT^TT Oh well. I can have no life just studying at home...

"As many times as I blink, I'll think of you tonight~"

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {9:25 AM}
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Thursday, August 5, 2010

No, I'm not cute.

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {6:10 AM}
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I finally finished my diary decoration thing for this week :] It's nice... ><

Went to KAP today. With Anne and Bah and Cordaye. Was reading almost all the way there and Anne told me she would rip the pages out (it's the MG library's book). Hmm... I was reading cause I sorta got a little angry at the people I wouldn't expect to get angry with... Then Cordaye left and we all went outside to the steps. Then da jie came :] And I forgot my little bit of anger. Completely. Til we left KAP... And it came back... Grr. But not as bad. Having a best friend like da jie does wonders... ><

OH! Yesterday, I got bashed in the nose by Pillow's shoulder. And I fell. And today, there's this bump on my nose. When I press it, it hurts. A little... Hahas. Pillow is strong... Haiz. Oh well.

Just keep annoying me and

One day,

I might just snap.

I might just stop breathing.

I might just pull the trigger.

Then, will you regret?

It'll be too late to know.

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {4:06 AM}
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Monday, August 2, 2010

I have to breathe in and out slowly, deeply.

I realise that I am very afraid of horror stories. One day, I might just die listening to horror stories... From forgetting to breathe... Or from too much oxygen. I think it would be forgetting to breathe. I scared myself with my own horror story... TT^TT da jie's stories were scary too... Now, in the dark, I don't dare to let my legs down, off the chair... Actually, I don't find Chucky that scary... Oh well.

I'm still a little scared... ><

Haiz. I get annoyed so easily nowadays... I feel like slapping many people already. Grr. I don't really care if you think I have anger-management problems or whatever, cause I'm me and I know I'm weird, anyways. :]

I shall get a new blogskin... Like, now...

FairytalesAreJustBeautifulLies; {8:52 AM}
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